I feel like we are falling apart. Not because of all of us but because I have grown a very different path from them. They are like the routes of a different tree, and I can never be a part of that. Not because we have almost entirely different lifestyles, but because we are just not growing from the same place anymore. My humor derives from people are not someone they would hang out with, the familiarity of home does not resemble them anymore. But when I am surrounded by them I laugh at things I  barely understand. That is not wanting out but this is a feeling like you're nothing but out. It is just the matter of time isn't it?

Will You?

The ultimate desire for longing and breathing,

It was just enough with you existing,

In my dreams you are full of light,

In reality, you took flight,

In my hearts you rescued me from me,

From the dangers that I will bring upon thee,

But the desire to be safe and tranquil,

Meant leaving me and you through god's forsaken will.

Seller of Nothing

When you have swag when you're 60,

You think fame is all you can gain,

Just an old man all saggy and skimpy,

Cause, you're a wild dog who can't be tame,

Talk with pride and fleshy tattoos,

Rap the latest hip hop songs,

Selling yourself and calling chicks boo,

Pretends to have all the bongs,

Seller of nothing,

Envies the gangster,

But you're just nothing,

Discriminating yourself smaller

Narrow mindset and playfully childish,

Stubborn and persistent,

Take only what you can fish,

You will be demolish and be coexistent,

xx

Abby Gabby

In all Infinities' Altitude

He kissed her by the forehead,

Then she led him to the bed,

She told him that all she could ever love,

Was him beneath the flaws and curve,

She pushed the door aside,

To find the shining light,

Showered against her little gift,

And now all she wanted is to give,

For all the times he has loved her,

And the bitter fights that constantly stir,

But all the times that they have shared,

The tougher times that they have bared,

She was wanting him to let him know,

That she will never let him go,

For he is the only shining one,

Her greatest lover, the awesome son,

She will show him gratitude,

In all infinities' altitude.

I love you

Abby Gabby

Just to queue

Nothing is gonna change,

Not for me and you,

And this is all too strange,

Because I feel the blues.

Everything seemed real,

Especially when it's all new,

Tell me how to feel,

I'd take a number, just to queue.

xx

Abby Gabby

No curves

You keep wanting more and more,

You want everything but yet you don't score,

You watch her as she goes,

And I know I don't have the pose,

You keep her near, you call it love,

Look at me,  I don't own a curve,

I am sad, and yet I'm stuck,

Therefore, I try not to give a fuck.

xx

Abby Gabby

I miss Camaraderie

I miss the times back then we share, never bothered, never care.

I miss the times we sang a song, and then our name came along.

I miss the times when we had stories, and how we laughed at moment of follies.

I miss the times we used to click, but sadly now we barely speak.

I miss the times we hang as six, and how we always played some funnier tricks.

I miss the times we bet and deal, and how we played 'you make it real'.

I have to say that their the key, to why I miss Camaraderie.

xxx

Abby Gabby